God Will Place You Where You Can Do The Most Good
God Will Place
You Where You Can Do the Most Good
(for the Global Fellowship of Christian Jobseekers Newsletter)
Job History
This month's column is a testimony of God's faithfulness,
not only to provide, but also to place you where you can do the most good. It just sort of fell into place as I was
working on revising my memoir that I will be publishing soon. In order to share
the testimony, I have to let you in on a little of my job history.
While still a faculty member at Southeast Missouri State in
2005, I took three journalism classes for about a tenth of the regular cost. As
an assistant professor, I had experienced two non-renewals of contracts. Both
were devastating and heartbreaking, and, to say the least, I did not understand.
Let Go
I had written some stories for the local newspaper and even
wrote a real estate column but could not get an offer for a position. One of my
professors had told me if you want to work as a reporter you might have to take
a job “where no one else wants to go.” So one day when I was living in Cape
Girardeau, Missouri, an ad appeared in the paper for a reporting job in
Ellington, Missouri, at the Reynolds County Courier. I got the job, sold
my house and moved in November 2005.
Within a year I had
decided to move home, applied for and received an offer for a reporting job in
Osage City, Kansas, still 33 miles south and east of my hometown of Topeka and
a 45 minute trip back and forth. But it was closer. After about eight months at
that job with no benefits, I decided to look for a reporting job with benefits.
In August 2007, I found one as education reporter for Sun
Publications in Overland Park, Kansas.
The Johnson County Sun suspended publication as of August 17, 2011, almost
three and a half years after they eliminated my position in March 2008. I had
worked there seven months. Receiving a second-place award for best education
story from the Kansas Press Association didn't help me keep the job.
Downsized, Unemployed,
Employed, Laid Off, Working
I fulfilled my lease at my Overland Park apartment, lived
on unemployment and bought groceries with my credit card until July 2008, when
I moved to Topeka for a temporary preschool teaching job at a non-profit agency
for seven weeks. After those weeks passed, another job within that agency
became available which I had until June 23, 2011, when I was, again, laid off
because of downsizing.
At that time I began substitute teaching. I substituted in
more than one district at a time. One semester I subbed in four districts. I
was still learning to trust God for my needs every day, and I figured if I
subbed for all of the local school districts I would never have to worry about
working.
Then one day a woman called from one of the local school
districts and asked if I'd be interested in shadowing a girl from Mexico at the
high school. At least I could work at the same place every day. She didn't know
if this job would last two weeks. It lasted for two years. After working with
the girl for two years, I really felt she needed to become more independent of
me and I also wanted to try to get a more regular position. As soon as this thought
occurred to me, I got a call from the human resources director who asked if I
would be interested in any para-educator positions. I thought that was an
interesting coincidence, since I had not looked at the website or anything to
see if there were any openings.
Placed By God
As a child of God I placed my employment entirely in the
care of God. It hasn't always been easy, but even though things have not
always gone the way I wanted them to, God has provided for me. I am also a
child of divorce. When I gave my life to Jesus many years ago I really had no
idea how he would work in my work life, but I hoped I could be a blessing to children
of divorce. And now I can see that God placed me where I could best be used to
minister to people, to children, in my case.
Today I work with young children as a literacy tutor in an
elementary school, and today much greater numbers of children come from
fractured families. Having come from a broken home myself helps me understand
why many of these children are having such a hard time in school, and I am able
to be more patient and nurturing towards them.
And then I found out this morning that the girl I worked
with last year and the year before graduated, that she graduated strong, and
that she even got a local scholarship offer! This confirmed to me that I had
done the right thing by changing jobs when I did. I was following the leading
of the Holy Spirit, and I knew that I was doing so, but when I found out how
well she did it just confirmed to me that God had been in all of that, working
it all out so that everybody benefited. That is our faithful God.
God is Faithful
So keep in mind, no matter what your current circumstances
are, that God is your creator and knows everything about you. He knows where
you will fit, where you can do the most good, and where you can be happy. I
can't say that I have always been happy in my job. Can you? I never dreamed I
could be happy in a job, but I am happy in this one.
Sometimes it's good just to relax and not try to figure
everything out. I never knew much about that but I am learning. All praise is
due to our wonderful Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. So, remember, you are His
ambassador. He has just the right position for you. It may not all make sense
to you all the time what God is doing, but you can be sure that He is looking
out for you. He will not fail you. Be encouraged, my friend.
Father, thank you that you do make all things work together
for good to those who love God and are called according to your purpose, and we
do love you. You are awesome, mighty and magnificent. You are also kind,
loving, gentle and merciful. You make us like you so that we can give and
receive love and serve in Jesus' name. Help us to be flexible and trusting, and
help us to rest in the assurance that though your ways are higher than our
ways, you are not capricious and fickle, but compassionate and merciful. If you
did not spare your own Son, but delivered him up for us all, as your word says,
how shall you not with him give us all things? Encourage my brothers and
sisters who may be going through a difficult time in their job journey. Bless
and help them now in Jesus' name. Amen.
Romans
8:28-32 (NKJV)
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